| I always have a hard time sleeping at night. Anytime I had a peaceful or pleasant day I end up not being able to sleep; I usually toss and turn in bed for hours. But every time I start thinking of military maneuvers like the taking of a beach head, a mass airborne assault, or some sort of war scenario it puts my mind at ease and I sleep like a baby.
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| Have you ever felt like your life would make a great movie? Or at least be similar to one? Well, my life sure does feel like a movie at times. But currently I feel as though my life is another version of, "Failure to Launch" except I'm not in my 30s, look like a model, or anything. But I do feel like I'm falling behind my friends who are off buying houses, fighting wars, and getting married.
My version of "Failure to Launch" would star myself and my cousins Victor, John, and Newton. But this wouldn't be a movie, this would be more of a sitcom. Everyday I would go to work, school, or volunteer and the episode would be all about how I deal with the last minute changes in my schedule.
For life isn't about planning, life is about dealing with the changes in your plan.
Maybe I should document the interesting times of my life and submit it as a screen play. I mean, that football player who was homeless, then adopted, and recently drafted into the NFL is about to come out with a movie this year w/ Sandra Bullock (Blindside).
So who knows right?
All life is an experiment and the more you experiment the better.
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| I will not lose to anyone or give up on anything. I will work my way through all problems with an almost divine case of dedication accompanied with an equal amount of willpower. I will be courageous on all tasks and not be afriad to confront anybody or anything. My biggest weaknesses are my pride and my anger. I will control these two character flaws through weekly meditation. I will be the best boyfriend for my girlfriend, the best brother to my sisters, the best son to my parents, and the best soldier to my country. Stating those commitments have relieved a lot of stress off my shoulders. I cannot wait to perform them. |
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| Every time I get sick I find myself wandering back onto xanga. Currently, my thoughts are focused on the future (as always). School seems pointless and life is dull. My friends all have their own agenda and don't seem to care about anything outside their "center of influences."
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| I am doing 4 very important things this semester and I want to declare my goals for each. 1. Going to school
a. Finish this semester with a 3.0 GPA or better 2. Volunteering as a coach
a. Have my team ranked 6th or better in the county 3. Working at my internship
a. Generate 15 sales before Christmas 4. Being the executive officer at my Reserve company
a. Have a very successful family day event |
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